Height: 5'4 (approx)
Current weight: 160.2 lbs
Goal weight:100 lbs
I eat and I restrict when I eat.
I feel weak when I eat so I have low self esteem.
And then after restricting I binge and I hate it!
I'm the new person.
I went into a personal recovery for everyone else but me last year and gained back all the weight i lost.
i used to weight 130 and have gone down to 120 but i couldn't stand the looks and how it was affecting those around me and i painfully put myself through a recovery scheme to get back to a "healthy" weight.
and now i can't look in the mirror so it's back to me restricting and so forth.
i can't wait to lose all the weight and be able to look at myself again.
hope everyone is having a good day